Blissful♥ ~I've been waiting for this day~,

At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Don't regret when i'm gone,

Thursday, July 29, 2010
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How should i celebrate our anniversary together?

it will be a memorable one,cos nx yr will be wedding anniversary n more. So ,tis year will be a special one.

We will be going to sentosa michael hotel to stay. Ask his daddy to Book the suite for us.

Should i bring him to sky dining? But the menu not so fantastic le.
Fish and Roasted chicken. -_-
Why not steak or what.

I've never been to the singapore flyer . Any recommendation for fine dining?

Cable car ,i have to eat very fast is only abt 30 mins. But flyer is 90 mins, more than enough i guess.

Barnacles at sentosa has closed for renovation if not the rasa sentosa hotel will be the best choice cos we haf our favourite food there.

I wanna bring him to somewhere we both didnt dine in before.

how?how?how?

where?where?where?

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I've think thru and already made tis decision. No turning back and i would not regret.
I will be happy

I miss home. will be going back home to sleep tonight.
few more months den gotta move to his place.
I love my Daddy and Mummy!

and of cos him.

My neck and shoulder has been causing me headache.
Please help me!!!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010
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A weekend stay at sentosa Michael hotel

Taken from my room

Checked in ard 4 today with hubby, mom n daddy . We got the connecting room so our rooms looked big.

Evening , went to our hotel downstairs to haf our dinner at Palio restaurant . An Italian restaurant. It's fully reserved indoor so we sat outside . Dad has gt a two hundred dollar voucher so we can order alot of nice food.

Daddy chose lamb chop $42 with only little meat
Mom n myself got ourself a lobster linguine $42 also but totally tasteless :x I ate a few mouthful only .
Hubby ordered a seabass but de fish doesn't taste so good .
Side dish with two minestrone soup ea $14 . Average .

Total bill we have to top up another 20+ and hub paid . But in order to claim de voucher daddy gotta present his resort world card . We assume that de additional money we haf to top up but who knows de person credit away the point inside my dad card so which means THE 20 over IS TIPS lo WTF..

I wun patronize the restaurant again but my dearest said the pizza is nice bt nt the linguine !!!

After dinner I went over to angeline 21st bday at nrscc. Stayed till 9+ and went back to our hotel . Dearest n couple , jiejie n couple , honey n couple came down to find me . We drink and gambled till 1+ and they went back .

Checked out nx morning , me n hub went to chilis to eat .. The burger is soooooo nice !!! U ppl can check it out there .. Their mash potato is nice too ..

Went home to slack after that .

Back to work from mon till now . Yesterday went in to jb for kway tiao Kia .. Yummy . Bought 2 jeans at pelangi.

Been running to the toilet since morning , guess I ate de wrong food ...

1 more week to korea !! Happy !! It's shopping time!!

I miss my baby girl. Been staying at hubby hse tis fee days . I miss playing with her !! I am coming back home today , baby baby here I come !!

Bb belle.

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Friday, July 23, 2010
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Tonight will be a wonderful night

because you r there for me.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010
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i am very worried.

why do i keep gaining weight now. sigh.
i wanna go running,but i cant run,no stamina.
No matter what food i take it,i will always gain weight.
Why so unfair.
I jus wan to be like last time.

The only thing i wish to gain weight is becos of my pregnancy n not 'becoming fatter'

This is my fattest in my whole life.
i will always maintain at 50-52 . The most is only 52 but now. Sigh. Hais
Why like that. i tot only when we get older,we will den grow fat. Now no matter wad food i can also feel like ssooooo fat.

I looked back at my cupboard. I've got mani nice new clothes. Mostly dresses and tops.
I dont think i can wear it now.
My one box of jeans and mini skirts
My expensive top. I dun dare to wear it now.
My tummy is bulging out.yucks.
I really should stop drinking. ESPECIALLY BEERRRRR.

My hip is getting bigger.
My shoulder is getting broader
My arms are more flabby
My legs are FAT

I am so sad.
Really envy those ppl who can eat good fat and not gaining weight.
I have been eating alot of good food recently therefore my weight for tis yr is onli rising and not dropping.
All this is only my fault

I am a glutton
I cant resist nice food
I will only regret after eating
But i will REGRET MOST if i do not eat.

ahhh...rubbish me~

9/10 people say i gain weight =(
Which is an obvious one look ,u will know i have gain weight.

I've finally awaken by this~
I will not force myself to exercise, unless i wanna to.
But i will try to eat lesser.

So depressed,luckily my photoshoot is over
BUT the most important is jus a few more months away

How to resist myself from the food in korea.

ARgh. I need to see a doctor soon.
How i wish i was jus born super super skinny. then i can eat more to gain my fats to look acceptable.

I realised ever since i become fatter, i seldom doll up when i go out.
All my make up so wasted.
I am becoming more like a auntie.

I WILL CHANGE.
ANOTHER 6-7 KGS.

I"LL BE BACK .

iamsad
bb belle.

Sunday, July 18, 2010
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Oh yes!

yesterday went town with dearest couple ,hub and myself...

Went to hour glass and i got my desire watch already.
Gonna pick it up later. Although we paid for de deposits but i jus feel like changing another design
mmm...its a hard decision. Furthermore,its ex and i hope i wun regret getting that design.

Seriously i am freaking happy.
But most prob, my honeymoon...=( might changed or resume. But with conditions.. No more 4-5 bags already. Guess i can only get one .A hard decision right. But everyone say i chose correctly.
Bags wun worth de price.So what i haf mani bags,i cant bring all out at one time.If i cant go E, i shall go JAPAN@@ its also my fav la..seriously now ,i mus help him save for money liao..

I am very happy for my dearest too. Cos her super good husband to be bought her one too..She was shock but i can say he is really very sweet.

***
Thanks for giving me whatever things i want.
I can feel it. I am so fortunate to have you as my husband.
I know you wanna make me happy
You know i will feel sad if i cant go europe,But you jus buy for me.
You work so hard jus to gib me a comfy life
I know whatever things you done is for our future,
YET
i find myself so guilty for not trusting him at times
throwing temper
NOT GIVING IN

i will change ...
Please give me some time dear.

<3 so feel like kissing you and hug you real hard..
our anniversary is jus next month =)
Thanks for the wonderful gift i have ever received.
Looking forward to our next month celebration with love.

please dont take away my happiness.
Please dont make it a dream.

bb belle.

Thursday, July 8, 2010
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Had a FULL dinner at buckeroo yst.
My favourite mushroom soup and a tenderloin steak. First time trying the steak there,its 250g so i am damn full after the dinner. The food der is superb!!wanna try their buffolo wings (Signature dish) nx time.

(located near sembawang park) it closed at ten because they are using those private housing to open a restaurant. i felt that its not very cheap .But as the portion is very big so its more suitable for 'big eater' i guess. Roughly a 250g tendeloin steak cost abt 35 or so.But the soup is still reasonable .abt 8+ or 9+ .

its worth the price~

****

Who will win the soccer final? i hope is spain . But i have a feeling its holland..
Shall wait for the octopus to pick the final winner.
Unfortunately , cant watch the final the sands cos its sunday mid night.shit.
SAT is the 3rd and 4th.Germany will win la.

Well well well. the octopus will be eaten by the german soon i guess.

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I felt that luck hasnt been very good for me. should i stop working and go study for the time being. Till now i dunno wad i wan either. I feel like changing to a sales job. More challenging but something is stopping me and i dunno wad.
why do i felt so emo when i am typing tis..SHIT!

I feel like eating ice-cream. Craving for it since yesterday...

i cant wait to see my photos...3 more mths den will be complete..why so long huh!!!!
why am i still not busy at all?saddd...

hahah think i am jus writing rubbish now...shall stop all my nonsense and continue playing my fb games...

ciaos

bb belle.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010
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Seriously after reading some 'some other's blog; i finally believe that photos are really deceiving.

Alright what i meant was , i may not knw/see u in person but when i saw ur pics, u jus look like 'fairy' so pretty, complexion damn good.i was thinking wow all tis girls are so lucky ,born with such a perfect face.
BUT IN FACT, its all photoshop. oh my goodness. I saw 'her' photoshop pic,she was sooo pretty and when i see her actual video...i couldt imagine why would she do that.

I admit that which girls doesnt like to appear 'chio' in pics whereby all the guys will be looking at. BUT i feel like that i am those kind who doesnt like to photoshop my pics.i would rather ppl to say that i look nicer in real life den photoshop and turn out to disappoint them right?

UNLESS you super duper free la..nothing to do..well aniway,i was really shock.BUT you still look pretty ya even wout photoshop k..

yayayya..whatever...

MOOD hasn't been ani good this few days. because of work. doesnt wish to say why.
BUT trying to look for other job.
Was only thinking to resign at dec when i hold my wedding but seems like ,arrrgh..jus cant stand
Doesnt feel like working here,every morning to drag my feet to work.
Sis's mood is even worst. hais. GOOD LUCK TO BOTH OF US
cass:we r going korea soon . dun think so much ya

GOING korea very soon,less than a mth's time. hopefully it will be a fruitful trip.
Intending to get new bags,cosmetics,clothes so that when i move into hubby's house,everything will be new.
*pray hard that dey will move back to their another house * my things realli ALOT sia..how to bring all to his tis current house.hope his dad will gib us a nice roomie =)
yar,u know i love my room with toilet...dun ask y.i dunno.if nobody rent,we will move back ..!!! jiayou jiayou...i know now de rental is high and can earn $$now but plsss daddy dun rent out since u deco till so nice liao. how nice will it be if were to stay inside ourself... arrgh...

Although now my room isnt very big but i still hope my room wun be even smaller.my things how?sob...i nid to throw alot of my clothes. GROWN FATTER,all my clothes cant wear.!!!!
Even mummy complain that i so fat keep wearing tee shirts go out like auntie.
she force me to go and buy clothes. Went bega with mum and bought $300+ abt 9 pc (tops & skirts)

SOOOOO jialet le, now so fat liao......stop talking abt that la...

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Some frens realli cant be trusted. So mani years of frenship but things turn out so ugly. The ugly side of you can becos of $ and break the friendships yet can pretend nothing happen.I wonder when will you suffer from your retribution.i am beginning to hate you.feel sad for 'her' which let her learn an expensive lesson...
they will it some day ya.

gone~
bb.belle

Sunday, July 4, 2010
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I gt my bto flat already !!!
我好开心哦。

可爱的小熊
Pebble