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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
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i am very worried.

why do i keep gaining weight now. sigh.
i wanna go running,but i cant run,no stamina.
No matter what food i take it,i will always gain weight.
Why so unfair.
I jus wan to be like last time.

The only thing i wish to gain weight is becos of my pregnancy n not 'becoming fatter'

This is my fattest in my whole life.
i will always maintain at 50-52 . The most is only 52 but now. Sigh. Hais
Why like that. i tot only when we get older,we will den grow fat. Now no matter wad food i can also feel like ssooooo fat.

I looked back at my cupboard. I've got mani nice new clothes. Mostly dresses and tops.
I dont think i can wear it now.
My one box of jeans and mini skirts
My expensive top. I dun dare to wear it now.
My tummy is bulging out.yucks.
I really should stop drinking. ESPECIALLY BEERRRRR.

My hip is getting bigger.
My shoulder is getting broader
My arms are more flabby
My legs are FAT

I am so sad.
Really envy those ppl who can eat good fat and not gaining weight.
I have been eating alot of good food recently therefore my weight for tis yr is onli rising and not dropping.
All this is only my fault

I am a glutton
I cant resist nice food
I will only regret after eating
But i will REGRET MOST if i do not eat.

ahhh...rubbish me~

9/10 people say i gain weight =(
Which is an obvious one look ,u will know i have gain weight.

I've finally awaken by this~
I will not force myself to exercise, unless i wanna to.
But i will try to eat lesser.

So depressed,luckily my photoshoot is over
BUT the most important is jus a few more months away

How to resist myself from the food in korea.

ARgh. I need to see a doctor soon.
How i wish i was jus born super super skinny. then i can eat more to gain my fats to look acceptable.

I realised ever since i become fatter, i seldom doll up when i go out.
All my make up so wasted.
I am becoming more like a auntie.

I WILL CHANGE.
ANOTHER 6-7 KGS.

I"LL BE BACK .

iamsad
bb belle.

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